tangledthoughts

No visible wounds so I need no suture.. What I try to do now is to write my own future. Never give up or cave in.. I am trying to chang...

I am tired of this circus, be strong for what purpose? Tired of the charade, all I want is to fade away. Red nose like a clown, I feel ...

I'm turning thirty-five, I'm still on Hive, trying to survive and thrive. Four years since I signed up, Steem was still a pup. Justin, Ne...

Taking hits and being lied to.. What the fuck is wrong with you..? People are shallow and narrow.. But I'm still a straight arrow. I let ...

Feeling weak and dizzy like a never-ending hangover.. I'm getting out of control, it's like a hostile takeover. Not sure where to start o...

The situation is not stable, I wish I was able, to turn things around like a foldable table. This is real, this is not a fable, I hate th...

A lot of people lack empathy, a "real" friend can turn into an enemy. I gave my time, my love, my heart and my energy.. You kno...

On my knees and feeling weak, too tough to speak. Pain inside and abrasion, an unwanted invasion. Memories of being healthy and well, tir...

I'm no detective, but I follow my Basic Instinct.. I search for clues while you try to make them extinct. In a mysterious way we are conn...

You've come far, but now you're back in your car. You're driving away because you can't stay. You see the intoxication as your salvation....

I never got a manual at birth, never knew how my life would be on earth. I had to make mistakes, I learned the hard way when things break...

Take a leap of faith, I promise that I will treat you good. I told you that I always would. Take the step over the threshold, I will be t...

You told me that is was you and me. You were the one who had the key.. The key to my chest and heart, you knew it from the start. We were...

Depression, a single word that we throw around easily. It's insidious and building up over time. It's not peacefully. Don't use it to des...

I was flattered, the things I said had impact and it mattered. Too much on my plate, thoughts are scattered. Suddenly, my world was shatt...

I want to feel pain, guilt, misery, loneliness and fear.. I just wish that something else would also appear. Life should be about everyth...

It wasn't much to see today and I got bored quickly so I had to change my route and destination. I ended up going to the cemetery. Not ...

My Thoughts Are Tangled Lately I've been writing a bunch of "gibberish" for some, I refer to my #tangledthoughts posts. For so...

Scent Of A Woman, they say love is blind. She has a family, she is a wife with kids, I don't mind. I do think about her day and night, so...

I feel like Jackie Chan, no Supercop or Police Story, kinda like a Panda without the Kung Fu skill. No worries, I don't need the right to...

Not sure what's worse, it feels like a curse. I tried but I'm being told to be empty inside. If I had it in me, I would've cried but I ca...

Damn feelings. Cracks inside my body like broken ceilings. I can't walk away or betray. It feels impossible to stay... I feel levitated, ...