I was losing my child when he was 19days :) :)

The day was 31 July 2020,
On that day my first baby was born, Basically, his mother and I were more excited. After 10min Later we good sad news from a doctor. His abdomen is not mature and it's missing a need for operation quickly. We did it but he fight against pneumonia, kidney problems (for ansthesia), and one ear was blocked.
After 19days he left us. That day was more pathetic because he was our first child.

After his death, his mother also left me due to his extramarital relationship and I got a divorce.
Between 1 year I got 2 pain and totally fall on frustration. Till now I miss my son
his name was "Omair Abdullah"
For this community, I remember again about Omair.
I respect the journey of birthing and motherhood. BIRTH IS A LANGUAGE OF losing YOUR SHIT.