It is the 29th anniversary of my date of birthday.

I'm 29 bros!! When I turned 21 I was in college selling trees and addicted to not being sober. I remember after it was all said done at like 5 a.m. sitting on the floor against the dresser of someone who sold for me with a hint of depression because here it was my birthday and I'm still a freshman/drug dealing/addict, and everyone who was around me directly benefited from me continuing this shallow form of existence. I missed my childhood friend group that was either away at school or lost as well.

So today there is not a big party. I'm in the middle of building so much in my life spending that money would be idiotic (for me, right now). But I still do have such a blessed day.

I'm taking Sienna shopping for my gift and so she can get her something too. She is a hard-headed little girl, but she truly loves making people happy.

Then Abby and I are going to play some card games, and mess around with these relationship apps I downloaded. It's a great day to be me.