Memorable Picture

Hi, I am Arveno from Surabaya city. In this content i want to share about my old picture. Anyway I am the eldest from 3 brothers. So we are 4 brothers. Yes like in the movie 4 brothers. And our nature kinda similar with in the film character. I dont know why our nature are similar with in the movie character. It is just because of the 4 brothers or i dont know. There are some picture that my mom sent into my family group. Maybe she is miss the moment when we are kid. Since right now we are live separated and only on occasion we can gathered like when long holiday or having some event.

I remember this event. This is my brothers birthday. But i dont know how old for this party. Maybe 5 or 6 years old. I dont remember. But, at that time what i remembered is i am happy when my parents celebrate his birthday until some point i am felt envy with my brother since my parents always celebrate him and never do celebrate for the others ( my second brother and my dad birthday is just 1 day different thats why he always celebrated).

This is also when my brother having birthday. I think since i am 6 years old, i never been celebrated again. Thats why i am starting to envy to my brothers. And look i am in front in this picture. Maybe because i want to be noticed to my parents.
But, FYI i did not hate my brothers or even my parents. What i hate is how they teach and give the affection to their child. But, since now i am already as parents myself. Now i know how hard splitting the love fairly. Even i cannot split my love for my wife and my son fairly.

This event while we are on holiday. I dont remember where is this place. But, look i am in the right side seeking attention. Dang, even after i talk to my parents when i already adult that their love is not fair, they are denied. Even the picture already told what happened.

This fairness problem worsened when i already teenager. I cannot and i afraid to my parents while i was a kid. I am growing like military which is always get whip by belt and broom stick whenever i againts what my parents said. My parents starting soft when i am already at high school. And yeah thats why my high school era is really amazing for me since i am really rebelion and like can do everything. Mostly i just back home for sleep. Most of the time i spend with my friends. Trying many things and very very bad kid at that time. Trying drugs, alcohol,smoking, free sex, street fighting, and many more. And from that dark place i can learn many things about human. And thanks to that era, right now i am just lazy to going to dark place again. There nothing fun of it anymore since i already got fun enough when i was teen.

Anyway, FYI i am not kid that not having any priviladge at all. My parents are true not rich. But we are all live enough. We are never got hungry at all. We are well educated. We are having roof for sleep too. Even my parents have car at that time even though is like very old car. So, Even though there are many things I don't get, I feel like everything is sufficient. After all, i still happy with my childhood. Especially one place that i remembered when i was in elementary school. My parents invited me to go to one place that really cool called Selecta. I think i need to repeated to my boy when we are on holiday.