want to turn back from frustration and adopt and Angel like my losing Son Omair

Last 2020 17th Aug I was lost my children Omair. And 20th after July 10th my wife separated from me and this year 20th January I got divorced and finally separated permanently. After separation, she start to destroy my carrier and business and finally, he did it and bring me on road. Then I day by day fall on frustration due to losing the child and carrier business and divorce.

#Last 6month I was jobless and my business was also destroyed due to her revenge. Till now I am on road, I passed my life hardly without a job.
But every moment I miss my son "Omair Abdullah".I never forget his face. It gives me pain every moment. But on the other hand, I am not capable of doing new marriage or taking a child adaption to replace my son's space.
#Also I am not capable to adopt the child but it's needed for me. I think if I adopt a child then it will release some frustration. But I am such a father who is helpless. But I will adopt the early child. And also try to find a job or business.
But it's hard to get find a new job.I was a freelancer and tech support, freelancer. Now my carrier falls on the dig. I was work in cryptocurrency advertising, coin launch advertising and social media moderation, and business formation-related work.
So if anybody can help me by giving project work then Wellcome.It will help me adopt the child and release frustration.

#Oneday I saw a post about steem and hive-related earning facility. Then I had remember that I have a steam and hive account. Then I find my account and log in.
#So now I started to use steemit and hive to do something. I know it's blockchain-based social media and can earn by post content. So I requested everybody besides me to do good work here.

#This picture is a baby that I will adopt in a few days. That's why I try to work and earn from here to maintain my new child cost. Pray for me and my upcoming child that I will be a good father and fulfill my responsibility.